Sometimes you just dont know where to go..

Life is not always perfect, im wondering why? so many questions yet so few answers...if things doesnt make u happy , leave it and find the happines you deserve too feel...

somethings go so quick that you never realise that tomorrow its already over..no matter how you do its seems like that things never give you the chance to be you!! Looking up the sky i dont know if you suppose to be happy, glad or sad or cry...i wish i could find answer to everything...sometimes what u really feel is not always the answer of what u really want...or isnt it?! Confusion is the word that make u stop thinking or just keep on diggin...

Let me bounce this...i feel that i need to be outta of here...i wish the wind could just take me to a place that never brings me back to where i am now..

Make a plan , and then make a decision...

Its all about colours...

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."



"Some say,You don't know what you have until you lose it..but the fact is..,you always know what you have..you just never thought you would lose it.."...

"No one can go back andmake a new beginning,but anyone can start from now andmake a happy ending! "

"the true secret of life is: LIFE IS WHAT YOU M AKE IT!!!

4 things about me...

1. I rather want to see my family & love ones happy , than making myself happy..because their happines is more important for me than my own...
2. I cant take broken promises, so never make a promise to me...
3. Dont mess up with me or make me upset, because sometimes my pride is higher than forgiveness..
4. I am very down-to-earth person...

Peace & Luv Bitchess //V.

love = understanding

Love has NO language, if you want and really want something you will make things understand and you make yourself understand. IF you want things to work you make yourself understand and be understood...you force yourself to it...its not about understanding every letters that comes out from your mouth , not every words, not about the meaning, but THE MESSAGE THAT YOU WERE TRYING TO SAY , TO MAKE someone be understand and be understand...

BECAUSE WHAT IS THE MEANING OF A PERSON UNDERSTANDING EVERY WORD YOU ARE SAYING , IF THE PERSON DOESNT UNDERSTAND THE MESSAGE YOU ARE BRINGING..its a matter of mind not a matter of facts..

reminiscin..the words of understanding

My niece one day i want to have a lot of kids like fotbool league =)

Sometimes i am wondering why most of the time i most work hard and do everything to get what is something i have been looking for ...why me , why i have too ? , why its always me?! , why i have to learn everything just to make things work & make things understand, why not you , why always me?!, why did it work for them , and for others??, suddenly you make it seem impossible when it comes to us...I dont understand...
I am not talking about me only but in general...Why do i have to work hard for everything if its so that it would not last till the end?..why do i have to think about in the end? cos thats me, i must think what happend later on before entering on something really big...

I must think about it...i think this is the end of my life story...in this part...
My advice: " what ever happend, what ever comes, whenever where ever, never forget your dreams, your plans that you had in any decision you make..., keep going straight, follow your head not your heart"...


peace & luv bitches//V. gotta bounce voy a dormir..

You cant have everything in life...

Wsssup!

Just nu så längtar jag till sommaren och önskar att jag är i mauritius island!!=)=)=)..folk säger carribean..älskar det med men jag säger just nu MAURITIUS en liten ö som ligger längst ner nära AFRIKA!! En dag =)Känner en tjej på jobbet som kommer där ifrån..

Idag måste jag höra av mig till min chef om jag ska jobba denna helg på otto, hoppas det, älskar och jobba där!!! Folk förstår inte hur jag kan älska sånt jobb..

Så typisk också då när jag får chansen och jobba där, då träffar man någon man har fastnat för och har enda ledigt på helgerna vilket då jag jobbar:(..varför???!Måste tänka smart man kan inte ha allt i livet, kan möjlighet stämma, men för mej ÄR det inte omöjligt få "allt" i livet. Allting går om man vill.., Jag behöver bara jobba några månader här på otto sen är jag free som vanlig, men jag älskar och jobba som bartender =)!!

Min älskling har planerat att vi ska åka iväg bara jag och han över helgen utanför Barca där dom har ett hus antingen denna helg som kommer eller nästa helg=), då jag måste veta om jag jobbar eller ej...Vilken överraskning va?, sånt där man vill man ha!!!=)

Det bara synd att vi har inte tid och träffa varandra så mycket så möjligt. Han pluggar och slutar rent sent ( för mig väldigt viktigt att han prioriterar pluggande än mig ), och sen jag jobbar mellan 15-21 och helger hela kvällen, sen blir jag så trött på dagarna att jag sover för det mesta. Helger träffar vi då efter jag har slutat jobba på morgonen och söndagar, men vi gör det bästa av situationen !!

* INGEN UTGÅNG BIKINI CLUBB IKVÄLL, HAR INTE FEST LUST PÅ SISTONE OCH HAR INTE VARIT UTE OCH FESTAT I 1 MÅNAD =) JAG MÅR SUPER PRIMA!!

In english...

Wassup homiez in the hoods!

Right now i am looking forward for the summer and dreaming about being in MAURITIUS ISLAND =) where its south of Africa a small island a paradise....

Today i must call or send message to my boss in otto zutz to see if i work this weekend too =)..people dont understand why i love working in a bar " its just mixing drinks"...for me its not just like it, i find it fun, i dont call it work, i LOVE IT!!..doing something you love and like, it feel so great, it feel like you are playing when you where kids...

Its just typical when now i get this opportunity to work there finally, then at the same time you meet someone that you really fall for...We cant have everything in life as people say,, BUT FOR ME I MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!, nothing is impossible , and if both things are really meant for you, nobody can take it , Only GOD!!

My clyde just suprise me to go away over weekend outside BCN where they have a house just me and him , I love suprises, thats the man i want !!=).. Isnt he cute?!, just too bad that we dont have so much free to spend time together. He work afternoon till evening and me i work 15-21.. , but i want him to prioritice his studies, its very important, so i support you babe!! Weekends i work whole evening till 6 in the morning, the only time we see each other and Sunday..in the afternoon ill be so tired that i am n my bed sleeping to save energy.., but no worries we do the best of the situation!!!=) together we can do it baby !!!

*ITS WEDNESDAY TODAY AND NO PARTY FOR ME , I DONT HAVE THE APPETITE TO GO TO PARTY AND HAVENT BEEN TO PARTIES FOR 1 MONTH =) , I FEEL SOOO GOOD !!=) Peace & luv Bitchess//V.

I am a philosopher

I am a philosopher, i like thinking about the future, i like to know and find out other peoples opinion, thoughts, dreams, wishes, comments etc...I think i have it in the blood, my mom is the same !!=) Its actually my favourite subject in school, where i find it so interesting..My teacher asked me once when we had philosophy, what is your motto in life ?, i was only like 16 when she asked me and i said " work like you dont need the money, love like youve never been hurt and dance like nobody is watching"

But what i like most is this one "

Before you say "I CANT" make SURE YOU'VE TRIED. Before you let doubts STOP you CONFRONT them with facts. Before FEAR holds you back go forward with FAITH. Before you BELIEVE others are BETTER THAN YOU, SHOW them what YOU'VE GOT!!. Before you DISMISS your DREAMS WAIT until they would come TRUE. Before LOOKING for HAPPINESS make your own on WHERE YOU ARE !!!.

This words really inspires me, it make me think its so damn right, nobody knows what uve got until you prove it to yourself that u are better than u actually are, u can more than what u think !!! !! and that u are smarter than who you ever be!! NEVER THINK THAT SOMEBODY IS BETTER THAN YOU , AND THAT you are better than somebody else!!...

going to watch a movie...
work tomorrow...Bitch slap time =)

Peace & Luv Bitches//V.